Posted on January 7, 2012 by Siri D

so many words… regard them like turds……….flush em. period…. for talk without walk is in vain….shame on those who play this game.

fool me once………ye……………..maybe even a few times … might not be that smart…for i came with a heart…bigger than earth allowed …smuggled ….snuggled with synthetic fabrication of what might have been something real…now…. there is nothing to feel…words…flush them like turds.

still learning this field..came factory with a shield… though…requested to be able to feel…. so i could know… then……………….. unknow.

are we talking politics…. okay………………… its a joke…. politics… is money……………money is power………………….. power is illusion….

however….entangle in all the good while you can…………… there really is an abundance of it.
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there is a light heartedness to the moment……why………… i cant tell you…. something in the way it is here right now…tangible……………perhaps…………edible….we willsee.

you are here… there is nothing that you cannot handle … surmount… conquer… its all up to you…. you were born with the ability…intelligence…and strength to be great…all you have to do it claim it…

but down try to own it………… like all power structures that rely on outside support… will eventually fall…. no matter how great…no matter how small… so its best to not try to control…only flow in the upward tandem momentum….and realize… one……………… is the loneliest number. for even the yogi is in divine yoga with the supreme being… understanding the ultimate quest for knowledge and truth………

we can never be alone.

and if a part of us is manifest…than of course and obviously the counter part of us is manifest…for all is in existence in balance… it is the only way the universe can be…. so never fear…. only realize…

if we push that part of us away… the part that yearns…we deny ourselves that part of ourselves….. this is where depression…and despair come into our lives… and the catch is this

we must heal ourselves…. by growing….and reaching… for the sun… the one…. the place where life began..begun…. heart of the sun…. redundant…. i know…

but we did not get it the first time round.

you think the spoon is bending…when it is you who are at long last bending not breaking…..

flexibility is so much better than rigidity.

i have not come here to preach…or presume to teach…. i am a student… of this world….and so far…. i dare not speak…. only watch… for still i am in this stage…

the masses are in rage… been let out of a cage….no one can gage…. where they will end up

in my mind… i thought it was about time… the climate …sublime….. for a huge change.

is it too late… no need to speculate…. just live…give…. thrive…come alive…. smile, instead of frown…. embrace instead of deny……. leap of faith…. give it a try… if there is an offer

not all will recieve… most will retreat… to habit…. escapism…. and this is fine… for a numb existence only a cataclysm can wake it up… be careful what we ask for…. you are divine…whether you know it or not…believe it or not…. you wish…. as powerful as a thought…. choose well… choose wisely

he thought he could just shake the etch a sketch and he could start the painting over… yes… you can….

but you have to start everything over with new everything…. one cannot bring the past back into the future pic…when one has chose a path…..proceed to the checkout stand… and pay your dues on that screen….

every thing…. is everything….. and sometimes life is a dream…and sometimes…. we are wide awake….

what is inside of you… that wants to be born….

now………….. is the time to birth it… a still born is never happiness….

and if you have the freedom and or the chance to make it happen……………. do it…create it….. but… only by your will …………… you cannot will another to ur life… on direct your ownpath.

i ve learned some interesting things while i have been human…and american…and woman…and ethnic… many things i have learned….some fun…some not so fun… all very very important…

and one thing i have learned is to keep it moving… dont get comfy or content… oh i am sorry… but this is not the life for this posture……this is the life to keep on my toes…
keep it in check… cross my t”s and dot my eyes…

i am not saying dont relax… have good times…spa…. have affectionate relations…so on and so forth… i am saying… to get in a rut….and start collecting dust…and must…. and burrow into some box on the planet…. nope…be free….

any way…. thats me….

as always

im Siri D.

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Happy 2012 From Siri D…. N…….. BuckStarr

Posted on January 3, 2012 by Siri D

Now, what is it that we want to talk about today??? its 2012… what are your plans??? same ol…same ol….. not recommended….rather…. lets get a lil frivolous… heheh…. well…that is just me…

so many people want to debate the impending apocalypse…. why??? if you dont believe it… than just keep on doing what ur doing…. why even acknowledge the preposterous???? heheheh…. if you are kind of interested, let me make a few suggestions so one can study the empirical evidence… web bot predictors 2012 a brand new prediction method just discovered, Hopi Indian prophecy… and the Georgia Guide stones…just to name a very few…

in any case…. the show must go on…yes??? yes…. we are moving our record to the big studio to finish by this spring, it may be welcomed by the planet, and it may well be ignored…. “art makes no excuses or apologies” it is what it is… opinions must be left in the front office …under………… who gives a what” heheheh…………………………. no but reallly, if it resonates with you great!!! if not… well it does not…. and the point is………….. huh? yes, i always say, save it for something or someone who cares………

we do what we do… in service…. not for approval or disapproval, it is the fruit of our nature our birth, what ever we are…we are….. no need to squeeze into someone else’s idea of who we are …

that has always made me curious… why do people so often seek approval from outside sources??? like they know us better than we know ourselves…. ones opinion of my life, and how i live it…. well .. unless i am in an intimate relation with u….. i really dont care…. take notes sucka……………… heheheh…

oh … the arrogance of that girl” uh no…. really??? the arrogance of someone trying to impose their opinion into my world, my life, my stylo, my flo…..if ya dont know…well …now ya know ;) …

there once was a boy, who said he was a man, he said mam, i said mam? do u know who i am? not a mam… or a mister…. not a cut…or a blister…. not even a drifter…

a seer a seeker…. mayb even a ner do well….. but heaven or hell…. just a voyeur for a spell…. live to tell…. live to tell.

remember …. remember … when it all seemed so clear…. live in the moment…. no time to fear…. only time to enjoy…. indulge…. soak up and divulge… the days splendor…. the love un ender….

the words so tender, as they flow through my mind…. from the heavens to the grind…. i can never forget… the spell of life….

i wanted to care, but then i remembered… it did not matter… it was all a game…and at that…super lame….. just another who tried to tame…. and came up insane…. whose to blame???

no one told him to lose his marbles… he tossed them without a care… with a stare…maybe more like a glare…from the good I he tried to spy…. but what they didnt know…they only saw …what i wanted to show…. what a blow…and moby told them so.

better late… than never…………. i suppose… this is how it goes.

in the meantime…this just in…. having a ball…. partying in Nepal…. samedi…. strong…dance with the unmanifest…into the manifest…o…… come on…. you really didnt get side tracked off of all the distracting factors of politics did you???

dont get spun… or spin…. yep…time to dig in…to the truth…. do you remember…. no, dont worry we dont have to be clever, only clear, and intentional…. on the truth…with out blame…or shame…or even disdain….. we come again…and again.

now, i will spend much time with you this year…. and those who are close, will definitely hear, my voice… my song…. my message…will be strong…. not for the weak… or conditioned… arrogant …or commissioned to do harm… to the extension of the arm,

He was doing so well in the world… had spoken of the world at his feet… only to see… he was knee high to an ant…. he woke up during a chant…. i asked him…. how does one afford such time…committing crime…. is that your career my darling… my dear???

living in fear… of the next piece of sky…falling…. catching himself calling….. out in the dark…. no one hears… cuz its all been a farse…. the mirrors… the smoke…. make a healthy person choke…

not laughing at the joke, cuz it was always on him…. centrifuge spin…separating him from the truth, damaged in his youth, and never strong enough to grasp the lesson, the message, instead, rage and self pity engulfed this once beautiful city….. and now…. like the roman ruins…. aqueduct victim.

light way…lost…tossed…. now a beggars broth…. drink out of whatever pond one can happen upon.

there is a way out…. no need to play or shout, go in…then go out….

tell one the secrets of the impending days…ways …. know it all astray ….its a new day … the subtle the stronger … the quieter the longer….

same ol same ol???? not interested… simply this…

Buckstarr says…. live …love….. share….. he whispered it in my ear….. he doesnt talk much… but when he does…. it means everything… ;) ))

so now i leave you just for a spell…live another day to tell … you … me….

so much to share…but this was just a quick note, never ever a joke…. i tell u true the buckstarr did spoke… no i dint smoke…

i love u all so…

be back in a jiffy…spiffy….promise wont take so long….

to offer you a new day and a new song….

love u all

xoxo

Siri Dyal

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the birth of a new world

Posted on October 7, 2011 by Siri D

Hello…. welcome to the birth of you. we could not have possibly thought things were going to stay the same…. they never have… they never will…. things change Kundun….just like that.

when we least expect it…or for some… have expected it…. Need 2 Feed.” everyday more and more this composition has taken on life…. and it is exciting….uprisings all over the world… like an immune system circling in on its cancer that it has identified…. namely greed, oppression….. it has reached its apex…. and by now we are seeing the effects of it….

if we view our selves as one body… one system…. its not much different than a sick body that has become out of balance…. it is fighting for its life…. in the human body …. all systems depend on all other systems and function to be healthy… things can be out of balance for a while and a system can still function…. but, after sometime, one part of the system will have to borrow strength from another part of the system to keep function….. and if it is not rectified… collapse will occur…. this is what happened with us…. the build up has been coming for some time…. and we had a chance to reverse it… but we kept pushing for status quo to stay the same…

resisted change…and we still do resist… but now, we will have to surrender to the inevitable a double dip recession, no jobs, on and on and on…. these are not the things i am speaking of… no…not at all…

these things are mild and predictable….

i am speaking of a place where money or no money….. wont do humanity any good….. we will have to rely on each other…. re establish our humanity…. our priorities….

now , i was not a y2k’r and the things i say i say with great prudence…. i have to.

it would be nice… if it were more nice…. no care of over population, over reproduction, how can the earth support all of this, not just in the human species but the over breeding of the animal kingdom, while depleting our forest and plant kingdom…

i see women with babies in carriages and three more on some sort of leash, walking down the street with their friend who has 3 or 4…. and i think…. will they be able to raise them responsibly to send out a purposeful good person into society??? i dont know… but i also dont know if they will be granted this privilege to live and grow…. for cataclysmic events are to occur , and masses will be gone….

in a non personal way…. a cleansing…. and so i feel a sadness when i see so many young kids… with an uncertain future… unknowing…… it is arrogant to think we cannot be exterminated off the planet… we are fleas on our mothers back, and we dig, and blow up, and poison and disrespect our very home…… we cannot think this can be maintained,,,

and what are the parents teaching their children….to respect the planet….to change…. i want to believe they are but, the evidence points to the contrary….more consumption… more trash on the ground… blatant disrespect for nature, as if….. the planet is our trash can…and we are here to consume… and produce waste….

dont think so friends… dont think so.

i dont want to be so harsh…. but whats about to happen…. will be the harshest…. we cannot settle it with rallies… or bombs… oppression…even a great paying job…. nope….

were on that part of the roller coaster u know the part…. the weight of humanity is at a critical mass..literally, and figuratively …. that it is going down that steep incline super fast…super scary… this is where we are …

so … i guess… put ur hands in the air….. and enjoy the ride…..

just enjoy it…. surrender to it… its all we can do at this point…

if i am completely wrong… then tell me….. why are all the worlds wealthiest people living sub terra….. or at least building sub terra…. are they aware of something we are not aware of…

like inside trading… it is legal for all congress people and their aids to inside trade…. it is a fact…. check ur laws ….so in the way that this is true…and not public knowledge… understand … that the everyday person…. will only be privy to the information that is allowable to disseminate…. and this can either be true… or manufactured to evoke a certain….. reaction.

I think that they didnt see this coming…. the powers that be… understand… there is power in numbers..and the numbers of the oppressed are an impressive number indeed… the uprisings all over the planet…. some rise for freedom, so for money, some for revenge…. or anger….. humanity is waking up…. i guess…. we had no choice …. the pain became un bearable…. and so that it woke us out of the coma we were in

the coma of comfort, compliance, and condition….

hello fellow earthing….. good morning….

nice to be here with you today, and experience life right here right now….. with all the excitement…. and revelation unfolding before our very eyes….

we will make it through…and the atma will recover……

but boss up, dont blame…. or scream, or cry, we did this…we allowed it to happen…. we liked the candy of forgetfulness…dullness…. indifference to compassion….

so…. now…empathy can embody you…if you allow it….

do not fear…. accept…. love… smile…give…

this……………….. can change the world.

one

Siri

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poetry..the prophecy of peace…. or….

Posted on October 4, 2011 by Siri D

she wished it could have stayed small, she wished it hadn’t grown tall…. no not all….
the corner stone of the monument…. facing North East, three feet wide… and six feet deep
time capsule buried deeply beneath… deeply deeply beneath.

for a while she stayed, for a while she played, and for a while, she behaved…. stealthily engaged… only to gain
experience…wisdom…. knowledge…not something taught in college…much more esoteric… ethereal… the more subtle, the more real.

to touch but not to feel, to mend, but not to heal…. this had become humanities appeal.

hark! hark! sang the lark, standing on a branch in a park…. she spoke of engagement…that had ended in derangement…estrangement…. a split….. somewhere along the line….we lost the other half…and that word was kind…

that sweet sweet bird… she sang all in verbs…as if to provoke… a cleansing note… a hue, a tune…. a fragment of reflection…. i understood… and she knew i would

still, steady as she walked along…the haunting melody of that haunting song….its been so long… how can we go on?

open eyes of earthings struggle…. torturer, abused, in fear they huddled… for any type of comfort .. or warmth…. eaten and beaten….and not one thank you…or even for that matter…a how do you do?
could this be true….as my pink turned to blue…. a faster color a stifled pew….

down in prayer position the mudra of acceptance… not to be confused with tolerance… emotion would do us no good here…for we must remember… the maya is illusion… the slaughter is intrusion…into the sacred heart of our onesness….yet, it has reached the atma, the cries, the lies, the ties, the sighs…. my oh my …we have over multiplied…

taught … to grab a piece…sink ur teeth…. shake it hard… until it bleeds… suck me, fuck me, i know i dont know ur name, but trust me, this will be worth your time… what is time??? lay down, spread it…. it all will be fine…… and this behavior…to both…………… is so unkind.

for each and every creature… is truly sublime…. we forgot who we are… and we come together… to re-member….. to our own club…. our own hub… with every beat of her heart… it beats the rhythm of love….. oh but what is love….can we break it down….. do you think its about the fox and the hound…. the dollar to the pound…. the feather of the weight….

ancient civilization, come to mind…. as i sit and unwind….. they warned us, but never scorned us, for they are our parents… and they loved us…. entrusted us… to this splendor and beauty … so marvelous, it slipped away one tree at a time… one bullet… one pine…. collateral…. indifference…. those people… its just a dog…… yes… let the poor man die…. he is poor!!! they screamed…. we want it bloody…and we want it like war…. to hell with the score…… just ignore…. ignore….ignore.

turn the page … diversion diversion for more illusion…. bought and sold confusion….. vote for me please.

hey man…as long as i have beer in a can….c to the span….. something to jam….. and forget who i am…im fine…got mine…. always want a little more…. even if it means…. that kid dont eat tonight… thats right… who cares… got my gates and my stairs…. the ascend all the way to heaven… where i close the door…. pay the whore…. ask for more? see the door. slam bam thank you mam…i get you next time… if i let u in… he says with a devilish grin…. off u go now…. ur lifes about to spin.

Hopi, and Mayan, all foretell… this story and right now u should listen well….. we’re at a time in space where our collective disgrace has reached an apex bringing us to this inevitable vortex… the great cleansing has now begun…. the white depression…has taken hold…. sinking low…. grabbing our minds… our hearts and souls, there is nothing to console…. we did not stop it….
we did not drop it….

vanity was our mission, no real hugging and no real kissin, only a ticket and a lonely admission…. your all so beautiful… and i had to let you know… before i let you go…
life…a constant stream… of ebb…and flow…. the yin to the yang… the pleasure to the pain… sunlight and rain…. recipe of life…spice…. gratitude, benediction, reverence taught by affliction ….

can we make it? i dont know…. but something i guess….is we cant fake it….not this time, not on this level… the spiritual battle…. of war and peace…. mountains and the beach… they all have their say…. and when that day come…. what a day…. what a day…..

all i can say… is pray…. meditate, congregate…with love… and friendship while we still have it, flowers in the yard smell them out of habit, a tall tree, grab it, kiss it…. tell it… you will miss it….
if it come a day….. the minutes fall away…… tick tock… the countdown on the clock…Mayan…and Hopi, ascendants of yore…. the voice of pain and silence upon them no more….

mother earth…. she is not a whore!!!! they dont scream…. because they said what they mean….. millennia ago before the things that we now know… unknow…. please unknow… stop… to show…some compassion… for some who cant afford the latest fashion, make compassion, ur passion…. this is love in action…

all she had to give, she gave freely, and we all were to share the bounty….. there are of course laws of nature, which have been heinously broken… trespasses to all … and most unspoken…

secretly they met… to move underground… thinking that one day…. they would come around…. left hand in and one button open this hand unseen… not just a token…. and sometimes words are less powerful if spoken

seven waves, in seven days, seven rays, and seven gates, seven traits, for seven saints…all to hold the feather and the weight…

i’ll try she cried..with every drop until the seventh sign….still compassionate for the earthbeing kind….. making a case…. pleading not a waste…. dont act out in haste, please she cried….
the silence was dark, only a lark … in a park…..

four hundred and forty four days more…. she’d hoped she could even the score…. for twelve than three…. still a chance… to sing the song… of lost romance… we once owned …honed… all of us Isis and Osiris upon our throne…. split…to dimensions unknown …fragmented…. Isis, can put the pieces together once again…. sacrifice her life… just to save a friend….. for she knew nothing in this world would ever be the same…. from the ocean to the plain…….

and still laughter in refrain… insane insane, the deaf dumb and blind stake their claim…still worth the effort…. but measured and accepted….
not counting… never affected….infected..or even rejected…. always sovereign ….like the Solomon…. wise … unattached… giving help when asked….

but… only when asked…. the task …. has never been personal…. only universal to the principal…. maybe even a challenge or a bet…. a game table … in a heavenly set….. put our coins on the table… and off to prove… or disprove the wager…. but just in case in the Georgia state, the neo human guide stones were placed…. for those who would make it through… those who scoffed…at those who knew…..

nothing gained … nothing proved…. just a bet in a heavenly set. still not over…. not….. quite……………………………….yet.

Siri D.

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oh no she didn’t …. oh yes…………………. i did.

Posted on September 30, 2011 by Siri D

so much to talk about…. is it all worth it as we spiral towards the apex of darkness….only to throw it into reverse and go back through it…. now i have been thinking…. since i was a kid, i cannot remember a time, when the media, politicians, etc…were not saying …”were in hard times” its a recession…. in these hard times, unemployment, foreclousure, shortages, over population, … now the new key words are global warming, and deforestation….. now this is new…and abundantly apparent in the condition of our air…. and hearts and minds………..

is it a conditioned culture…to tell us…. we are in bad times… and take this med, or eat at mcdonalds eat their healthy meal! oh yes…. so healthy…. i mean… there are several ways to die…. eating at mcdonalds … is a slow quick death…. cuz ya probably will drop like a rock…but…. it will take 40 or 50 years of consuming it….

no offense…. i am just here to let ya know the truth…since there is not much in these times…. oh now here i go….. these times…. but really…..what are these times…. what are the preoccupations of society….. i think there is a direct split or maybe a 60 -40 at the most… those who want change…demand change…. and those who are content to put their heads in the sand….but cannot cover there asses cuz they need somewhere to medicate from.

hehehe…. that was funny to me… ;)

this is the society we live in…. wives eating husbands, parents committing heinous acts against their families…. consumption of things we do not understand, because we see it on tv… and they are dancing so happy to the music….. so it must be good ….right??? our oceans …toxic dumping grounds…flesh eating amoeba swimming in lakes, animal kingdom rebellion, nature herself rebellion, why???

because… we are simply out of balance my friends…. balance….

i mean… are u really still talking about sex and love???? are we really still hooking up??? … who has the energy for that…. ???? please???? telll me…… i guess that has to be all one thinks about….and that base chakra will get so burned…nothing but problems down below…

i am still a huge proponent of saving that for the one you really love, and want to be with….. but thats just me….. and its a big reason why i am single right now…. i guess…. right now…. my focus is on more universal love….. instead of my carnal needs and desires….when true divine love hits me…. it will fit in my world …and i will most assuredly fit into it…;)

my passion is in my art, my expression, to understand the very world i live in…digest that…and try to influence the ethers in a potent and positive manner….

my yoga is inward… yoga means union…. my union is with my higher self… my physical self…and my intellectual self…..or heart self….that is my emotional body….

as i go deeper in….. the farther i see out…. how all of life dances with everything and everyone every second… as we spin through our galaxy…. it amazes me how somethings have stayed the same for so long…even when they are obviously not working….war, hate, aggression, cruelty, greed, envy, jealousy, fear, …but then…when i remember we are in the apex of darkness of our time…

it makes perfect sense………. and those who would be a light unto this world…are in a world of hurt as they are surrounded by so much darkness ….remember light attracts darkness….

it will try to seduce the light bearer… with comfort, and sensual satiety….. peace…. eliteness…. power….. money….. respect…. but…. this is an illusion for there is nothing more peaceful and opulent than enlightenment,compassion, truth…. and soon…. the maya will fade…. and all the gold will turn to brass….. because the cream…shall always rise to the top….rest assured… it is natural selection…

i have friends who tell me, Siri i wake up in the morning so sad, so lonely, no matter if i am alone or not… i see my neighbors this and that…everyday… i feel as if the world is closing in on me more and more … i cant escape this feeling of desperateness… and i try to get past it but i just cant my frustration stops me every time…”

well … first of all ……. i do have compassion for the imprisoned…. it is dark and lonely…. a maze of confusion, delusion, brought on by conditioning, and outward pressures that are being placed on us earthlings every day we live…. but i will also say… its time to take the tools out of the shed…and use them

because if we are awake enough to recognize we are in deep pain… than we are awake enough to go on that inward journey and find our way home again….”

first i would offer…to stop looking at ur neighbors …and focus on your own life…and how we are interacting with our immediate environment….. or are we thriving…and growing…. experiencing… sensory stimulation of what we are???

for most of us…no…but, thats okay. were gonna start right now!!! boom bang pow!!! how ya like you……………now!!! instead of indulging in the patterns that make us unhappy…. especially when we wake…. lets look at our toes, and thank them for carrying us everyday all day in this world…. try to walk without one toe and just see how much you need them…. thank your heart for beating…while you were sleeping…so faithfully, your eyes for seeing…for so many are blind…. your hands… ur skin…. your bone…. your lungs…. your whole physical being….when is the last time you really thanked it…..

because…. once we begin in a posture of gratitude…our focus is shifted…and so too will our outer world and our experience in it…. we are spirits having a human experience… you my friends…are not your body… it is the vehicle in which you move through this earthly dimension…right now…. not forever…. right now….you will incarnate many many times before you come to break the cycle of death and rebirth…. so take care of your earth suit…. its the one you have in this life…..

some people care more for their cars, and clothes, than they do their very body….. but…. if we lose our health…. nothing has value…. think about it.

just start with this simple task of thanking ur body every morning…. soon…. you wont remember that you are lonely … or depressed or sad…. … because your mind will be focused on what you have that is working for you…. soon enough…. all the rest will fall in place…

because remember…. attracting a mate…. a job….. a lifestyle….a career…. is all reflection….. how can we possibly think were gonna meet the love of our life…..when we are sad and depressed …. and lonely….. this state is not magnetic to the other… and this is the law of physics and attraction

so get happy…. “oh i am so frustrated” well…snap out of it…. go for a walk …get some fresh air….. breath…. push past the frustration… you are not a child…. stop acting like you cannot do it… its not cute anymore… and time is of the essence here.

My Buckstarr licks my face every morning….and it makes me laugh….so most mornings… i just wake up laughing..i am so grate ful for my lil buxstarr bby…. he is truly a joy, and a gift from the heavens…

then we stretch…. walk…. workout…. get on with our day….any one who is a friend of mine…. hangs with the bux…. he is fun….. so much fun.

no matter what…were gonna journey together….. u know i am here if you need me….and i send love an light each and every second i am on the planet…. no matter what i am doing… it is the cog that i am …. but……… i had to learn to let that be what it is and not judge it or try to control it…

some things react to me in violent strange ways….
some gravitate towards me…and want to be near
some are repelled out of fear…..

and the ones i love best…are the ones… that there is no difference…we just vibe on the same frequency…. and its always all good….. i love that kind…. and there are many many many….

i love being alone…. i always have….

when i was a kid, i would ride my horse way way out…. and in the mist i would pretend that i was from another time…. and all types of fantasys would travel through my head…. i am still the same way for the most part… i love to run with bux, alone on the beach…climb, hike, in secluded areas…. and let my imagination run free…. away from the prying eyes of morality…judgment…. i love the wind… the sea…. the sun… the earth and all the natural earthlings that i have beheld and hopefully yet to behold…

i also love being in a band, a close knit society…where we speak a universal language in simpatico…. beyond thought…beyond form…. together making something… out of thin air… i love it… i am so grateful for it…

i am quite sure someday i will fall in love…tho… the how whens and wheres dont much interest me or take up my thoughts…cuz these things are like music…. they come out of thin air… and when two are in simpatico … the universe will merge them materially…. and i am sure this will be a wild trip for me….. as i dont think i have ever been in “love” not yet any how….

maybe infatuation…mostly just followed what my friends did…. and played the girlfriend to the boyfriend…but… that got so boring for me… too confining…

i am sure….when i fall in love…. they will be my best friend….. and the understanding will be there….i just know it… as a matter of fact… i dont see any problems in my love life …. i just dont…

i have waited …. and worked on me…so that when i meet my love…. i truly will be worthy and they will be worthy of me… and the delight of love and yoga outside myself…. will send me on another amazing journey …. mmmmm…. just the thought makes me happy……………………see…… ya gotta see it…think it….feel it…. and it will manifest poof!!!

well so back to the beginning of what i spoke of….. the words that i have heard my whole life…. recession war..blah bah blah….. think about it…when has there not been a war going on somewhere on this planet???? even before you were born…..

so i have decided…. mmmm…its time for a huge change…. a huge one…. and guess what…there is no recession…. i have decided to live a full and happy life…right here and right now…and share it with as much and many as i can…. i am really getting bored with all this doom and gloom talk…

i think it is a sort of brain washing conditioning thing… to control the masses…to make them think they are powerless… so just stay medicated…go to work…. eat fast food….stay with in the lines we have drawn….dont live to be too old because we need to get the next one in for the battery….. oh yeah…. its real.

wake up…. create ur world…control ur destiny….yes… get edgy… uncomfortable with comfort…..question authority…. question what pattern you are in… and what ur loyalty is in…

just question it… if it comes up good…then stick with it…. if its shaky…. then make the changes u need to make

go in…listen to you… ur spirit…. what is your spirit beckoning u to???? follow that…. the scarier the better….. for there is nothing but the land of milk and honey on the other end of that fear and apprehension…push through that darkness….. use ur light…ur truth….. wake up….in your dreams…………..wake up…..

know that you are loved…. no that you are not judged … so do not judge….know u are not stuck…. or stranded…. that this is a huge video game….. be tenacious….

reach for your golden ring……….extend your arms full wide……………..go for it……………….and grab it…………………………… its urs already… ur name is on it…

be kind to people and animals … plants….. insects….. life…. and mostly urself….. respect yourself….lets start there

i love u xoxox

Siri D…

ps… i have just recently been cast in a stage play called Glamour Girls” its very fun and exciting… i love the theater! the play does not open till the end of oct…and runs through the end of Nov…. so i will announce it or send a special not to those who would like to attend…

in the mean and in between… we are back in the studio…. gearing up for rehearsals… and loving the scene on a gangster lean…
so keep in touch… there is much much much to live ….love……………and share…well……. thats if u dare!!

One

me

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fools gold………………. is just that

Posted on September 19, 2011 by Siri D

I grew up in Gold country…. in Northern California… beautiful….lush…green……peaceful and serene…. and one thing that always stays near and at the surface of the creek….is fools gold…. or pyrite…… many mistake it for the real thing…. and the true minors….. depend on it.

i guess… one could call it diversion…. pyrite… or fools gold…. would glisten through the running creek..sparkling and dancing with the sun upon the clear motion of the river…. diamonds just beneath the glassy movement….easily seen….easily excavated in fact… no excavation needed… its right there…………….. so convenient …. just below the surface…. easily reached….. fools gold…. so pretty…. but… not a precious metal…. but a mineral…. and basically………….. worthless in terms of currency…. however… portable…. and easily attained … nice to have around in your garden … or for aesthetic reasons on your grounds…………………….but eventually even the glistening will dull..and then it will be nothing more than a dull rock.

Gold, on the other hand…. is not so easily attained… a great conductor of energy…and also transferable to currency because it is so valuable in the conduction of electricity…

even when i purchse a chord for my equipment… i will always purchase chords that are made with gold as opposed to copper..because gold is a superior conductor… it holds its value beyond its opulence…

but……….. it is not easily attained or exacvated… men..have lost their minds and lives…. in search of this precious metal…. and it is a finite material here on planet earth… as it is a superior conductor… it serves a very important purpose to the planet earth… its not just a pretty metal…ooooo shiny ;) hehehe lol.

we live …we learn.

There are things we dont understand of course….until we experience…until then…. we are in the throws of experience and attaining knowledge… hopefully we succeed in our lessons so that we can move to the next level… very much of course… i am not perfect…and everyday … is strive towards a more and more balanced me…. but… at some point… we have to give and contribute to the greater good in front of us…all around us… the very world we live in … that brought us here…brought us here to serve her…………….mother earth…………..

i say to myself… can i get past my small insignificant needs… and serve the needs of the greater good? everyday… better and better.. i say… everyday…better and better….

there are other options…everyday …. harder and harder…dimmer and dimmer…bleaker and bleaker…. but….. we must dig…. we must go so deep into ourselves and remember who we are …

do not be distracted by the surface… what we think the other has and if they have more than us…because i assure you ….. with everything…every lifestyle…. there are equal challenges to the ultimate goal…. which is peace of mind…. heart…… a vibrant soul…………………..

decide… how u want the outcome to be….dont say…. hey…. i cant control this traffic… or this economy… or this or that…or the way he or she does this or that….

LISTEN…NONE OF THAT MATTERS…….!!!! …. WHAT MATTERS IS HOW U SEE UR OUTCOME….. ALL THE OTHER THOUGHTS ARE DISTRACTIONS TO THE TRUTH!!!

hey listen… just test it out … just once… if u dont see something significant change…. then go with ur comfort zone…but u all know what i feel about comfort….

comfort zone???? stagnation……………… grow…and glow…so u will know ………….what and who ……………u r.

i had my own testing ground yesterday… i had a photo shoot…. on saturday… pics coming soon :) …. back to the point……….

i knew it would take an hour to get to my destination if not more…. my homey wanted to come along and so i said sure why not… you can help out….

but this person …for some reason thought that i had an extra hour in my pocket and was lolly gagging around…. making me 30 mins late to my departure time…

now i dont know how u feel about being on time..but when u have a photo shoot outdoors… the magic hour only lasts so long…. time is chasing the sun.

so…my friend is making me wait… and i am like listen ” this is your one get out of jail for free card…. ur late again…and u get left…” this is real.

i still need to get gas i am an hour and half away … and i have fourty five mins to get there.

everything in me…wants to just freak out!!! scream blame…. complain….

but another voice is like “hey … everything is for a reason… lets just flow…with the energy…stay positive… dont blame ..dont stress…understand ur blessed…. and lets move towards our goal..

so everytime that voice came in my head or that feeling to tense up would rise…. i would divert my energy to seeing my self there…on time… an amazing photo shoot…good vibes…. and good times all around….. i just kept seeing it all being all good… found a calming station on the radio…. and soon the tension gave to pleasant conversation… and laughter… no matter what … this was going to be a good day….

even though traffic looked unbearable..and even at 100 miles an hour i could not reach the destination on time… i still knew somehow…… it was all perfect…

a half hour from the time… the photographer called and said u know what??? there is a street festival going here… and we can shoot here!!! whrere are you??? i let him know where exactly we were… and he said do you now where such and such is…. i said no…. but can u text me the addy????

he of course did….and low and behold…we all arrived at the same time…

we pulled in front of a beautiful pub…that he thought he could get great pics from…my friend… in tow with my baby buckstarr found themselves happilly in the pub ordering hoerderves and drinks… and cheese platters…all of which i dont eat …because i have just recently become a strict vegan…

never the less… all was blessed… the manager welcomed us all even to shoot inside the Establishment as well as welcomed my bucky….. the day went marvelous… all the vibes were great…. amazing photos… and good times all around….

alll in all …it was a perfect day… i tested it out…. And it proved itself to be a true science….. what we see and focus on…will materialize…. so u see… i put my faith in the truth of the theory … that where attention flows our energy materializes…

no matter what i fought the feeling to get stressed and just kept seeing a perfect outcome….

the book think and grow rich… the secret…all of that taught me these principles… but …until we actually use the theories…. they are nothing more than words….. and now i know… it all really works…

really really works….

the spirit world works with us and we are dominant to it…. how we deal with it is our choice…we are not powerless….. we are powerful …embrace ur truth…

and at least give it a shot the next time u find urself in a compromising position…. if it doesnt work hey….well at least u gave it a shot…

if it does…… your whole world just changed for the better………………;)))

i love u ..and all u do

until we meet again

xoxo

Siri d

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the truth of silence…

Posted on September 16, 2011 by Siri D

As the day is dawning… she awoke to find herself… interested…. in everything… everything she had not met that is, for truly, the past lay in a deep grave, and buried with it all the emotions of that time, and place.

after all…. a new world was being birthed… and so what if the birth was hard…. all the more to give thanks for she thought to herself. Wow, seven billion, that is so many, so many indeed… time to get going… and reach out … feel all the life…. and that was just the human count.

Surely, there has to be at least one … one person out there who really vibes with me she thought… and she meant really vibes… not assumed…. or faked, or tried, but…effortless… smooth…whole hearted and connected and courageous enough to not be afraid of its power…

in the game of entanglement, nothing comes easy, and when it does, it is just that…. we all not only need…but crave understanding… on the deepest most intimate levels…. none of us… can escape this..for it is what makes us human…………… and divine.

sometimes…. we let go of the past, and yet, it seems to be there… like a shadow….and it seems…we just cannot shake it off and out of our lives…. pack up and move on we think… next town or city… but…where ever we are…. there we are ;) and soon enough … when the long unseen light shines upon the past…. and the past realizes it is not progressing or moving forward…it has become stagnant, and redundant… then…and only then … when the past awakens to the truth….. it releases its need to cling…. and it fades away like a mirage…. an illusion…

for either things are enduring… or they are transient… and all transient things are just that … transient… and not meant to be more than that…. we can learn …from experience…. take the pearl… and set it in a new life… a new day….

so on…. she marched… musing once more with the band…. better and better everyday,…. music brought to a whole new level and understanding… and respect…..for this is truly a life worth living…and sharing…. how could she keep this locked inside and share it with no one?? no way….

and her band mates … they felt the same….some of the old… and a lot of the new came…. we were not the same…. and no one was to blame…. we wanted the change…. we worked hard for it…
chased down the demons, and scoffed at those who would try to divide us…. and still the demons unaware of the awareness want to come around…. see the show…. get involved….

but they know…. they are seen…. and some is tolerated …. but only on some ground… on others…. they are not invited…. and this is how they can tell…. they constantly contact for info as to where when and how…. this is because…. they are uninvited.

and, it might be sad to leave some out….but some must be left…for the many who can and will make great change and progress in this world…. and those that would try to entangle personally for their own gain…. they are uninvited….

My spiritual father , Yogi Bhajan, told me, he could never draw the line, he also told me he was my bridge, and if i did not surpass him, he will not have done his duty in this life… i know that i have not surpassed him, as every day is a new lesson… a new challenge…. a new revelation….. but i am sure….. the feel of things is very important…

how do i feel when someone is near me??? good, uncomfortable….etc…etc…etc….. i pay attention to this now…. i do care who is in the room, and or around my person, absolutely….

and if it does not feel good or right…than why should i not draw the line…. and it need not be spoken…. for silence is the truth, no matter how many times, they blow up the celly with texts, and questions …. if there is no reply…. at some point….. we must catch that message…. and move along to another path so that one can find their true path in life… and not linger somewhere where we are not wanted or appreciated…. why cling desperately to something … when there is so much out there to discover that will open with wide arms and accept you….

and this is to me as well as you…. we all need to let go and just let it be understood in our nature… we cannot always control, or fix, or ammend…..

sometimes… the world will turn in a certain direction and it might seem as though we are losing … but really if we open up to the new… and embrace the lessons from that experience we cling to….. we will get another chance and this time…. we are armed with wisdom… and hopefully make different decisions…. to insure different outcomes :)

so you can bet…. all of our new equipment…. will be insured!!! hehehe …..for real tho…

and you can bet…. that we are approaching our music in a whole new way now…. and wow…. it is truly a satisfying feeling…. when we do what we do…. because…. the past is gone…

and what is left…. is what always was there… the truth…. that distilled truth… that neither opinion, good or bad can make any difference… for before the opinion… we were…. already… and we had chosen to be this….

and we still choose to be it…. and to share it … with more of the world now… with a broader view and viewership….

attach if you must…. but only to the esoteric… not the material…. for it can never be truly understood…

and all games of hide and seek, are only … and just that…. but in the truth of silence….it is only truth that i seek… and so we shall find…. always…all of us… if we seek it… it shall be answered…

it may not be the answer we wanted to hear…. or the way we wanted to receive it… none the less…. for those who have the ears to hear, and the hearts to understand… the message will come loud and clear….and we shall become….clear.

now…. move from there…..

and let me say… i never hold things in that i want to say…. some might wait months even years… holding in things…. wanting to say things… or just act as if everything is the same… and all i can say is i say it when i feel it, and when i am done saying it… that means there is no feeling it….. it is not felt, or thought of… it is in effect null and void…. so for those who would harbor feelings … the best we can do is write it in a letter, and put it in a box, and then burn it…. when the urge to purge is satisfied… for the feelings will pass…and if they dont…. then the lesson is learned…

and move on and accept it.

the picean age is almost over, and the age of pisces deals with the past, the past is not real, its a memory, an image of something that occurred in the near or distant past… it is a hologram of happiness… or a shadow of pain…either way…. it is not real… the past brings us to the present… and we live here in the gift of now…. enjoying the fruits of our labors past…it is simple.

who you are now… is no where near who you will be five years from now…. well hopefully anyhow…..and our collective actions today… will determine the quality of life on planet earth tomorrow…

the future is ours to build… to create…. to design….. so why drag ur butt behind…hehehe lol……………….for real tho………….. keep it pushing… and when the urge to merge with the past… or change it…or control it…comes upon us… just snap out of it and say NO!!!!!!!! i am the captain of my ship…. not the past ghosts… who haunt me, and try to keep me prisoner in the past….

take control…be in the now….in ur silence…. u will find ur truth…. look around you…. see who is in ur life today…right now…. enjoy them…. create with them… fulfill with them…

live and let live…. there is nothing to prove… for you… are already you…. just be you…. if we find ourselves… reaching out…everyday…with no replies… its time to reach out to those who would reply and be glad we got in touch….

live to touch… to feel…. what is real….get out of the drama…the game…. take a refrain…from the pain…of yesterday…. make ur tomorrow…. absent of all sorrow…. never beg… never borrow…

or steal…. god provides…each and every meal…..if we heal…. and let our selves heal…. so that we can truly be happy….. and truly get real.

love u

xoxo

Siri D.

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how do we get there? heaven for all not just some…..

Posted on September 8, 2011 by Siri D

hello every one… how are u today??? i hope this day finds you well…. as we journey here together as “Earthlings” i just watched this documentary, and i would urge all to embrace this information, so that one can make a more educated decision on what we are willing to consume… and at what cost.

the way i came upon this information … i was reading about vegan and vegetarian comedians… and was surprised and happily of the people who are in fact…. vegetarians….the most shocking one was Ellen Degeneres….. she spoke of a documentary that she forced herself to watch…and this was her catalyst to becoming a vegetarian… the documentary is called “Earthlings’ and it can be viewed on youtube for free, it is narrated by Joaquin Phoenix.

i woke up this morning, checked the stock charts, found that i was up today, but still no good feeling came from this gain, when we as a humanity treat our animal kingdom with such disdain, disregard, an aloof detachment of our dependence on them as companions, food, clothing…..and still the way we treat them…

and as i watched this horrifying documentary, as i have watched many before, i was overcome by the feeling of powerlessness…. what can i do , what can i do, why cant this all just go away, ???? it is one thing to say animals are here for us to eat, we are the dominant species, it is quite another how we go about consuming our animal kingdom without disregard to their feelings, pain, and a tortured life span for all animals raised for meat, it is unbearable.

we are not aware of how we come by this food, it is only on the shelf in neat packages with fancy names… and promoted as healthy… life giving protein..
but if you are willing to dive into the facts on consumption of animal and dairy products and the connection to all diseases … cancer, heart attack, diabetes, stroke, anemia, … one will find a direct correlation between this and that.

another documentary to check out forks over knives….. educate urself on why we are prompted to consume, meat, dairy, oil, pharmaceuticals, these are all big business…. America…. please consume all the flesh u can, then take our medications to ease ur symptoms, not treat the cause, but ease the symptoms, there by addicting you now to your pain, by making you sick through the food we shove down your throats, do we not see the huge connection???

we are being systematically slaughtered just like the animal kingdom, for reasons of pure profit….Leo Tolstoy said, for as long as there are slaughterhouses, there will also be battles and wars” is this not fundamental truth???

why is it so hard for us to see what we are doing to ourselves…. our planet….. for is it not true, that what goes around…. surely …will come around???

yes…it always does… it has proven itself over and over and over…. just when we think we got away with something BAM!!! the law of balance comes into play

i shudder to think of what debt we have put ourselves in….. and at what cost? what gain? accept for weight and pain….medication, lost vacations… polluted oceans…. rivers … streams….. marshmallow skies, and marmalade dreams…. we were supposed to be the schemers of the schemes…

not the victim of the thieves, who steal our peace, our compassion, our right to take action, to things that are not right in this world…. to stand up for the little furry ones and fishes who cannot stand for themselves…………………… yet.

the great leveler is coming…. for it is the only way for the earth to bring herself back into balance….as we have poisoned ourselves with cruelty….. and most of all being guilty, of knowing, and not speaking up… or speaking out, because we dont want to rock the boat…

well…my friends…. this boat is sinking and sinking fast… quick grab all your cash…. not even that will save ur ass….. nope not at all

words from peter…words from paul….. it is duty to love all………….. not just some…… love was given …. to everyone…. everything…. from the brown to the green..and everything in between….

is not a beautiful flower full of love…. without regard to who may want to partake of it beauty and share it, even share it with a friend… a lover… a mother..
a sister…or a brother…. a flower…is love…………………… so what are we???

what have we allowed ourselves to be reduced to meat eating flesh wearing non caring…non sharing…… more more more…… look at me… hear me…. worship me…. WHY????

worship the cow that gives life, the air that u breathe, the water you drink, the sun that keeps you warm,…. the grandmother who is just glad you called and is so happy to tell you about her day, and hear about yours…

examples in our culture of mindless over consumption are what we worship and seek whether secretly…. or outwardly…..

but isnt is more peaceful to seek , health over pain, compassion over cruelty, comfort and shelter, protection from the cold … the heat….
and that humanity can evolve to being a gentler…. kinder….. less materialistic…. motivated by grace … truth …compassion….courage….

people always ask me…. why i am a vegetarian….and really i am more of vegan … and i will explain the difference….
vegetarians eat an all vegetable diet, including eggs, and dairy, a vegan does not eat eggs or dairy, or wear animal skins or flesh… or consume products which test on animals, or use animals ingredients in their products,

so yes, when shopping around if you dont know your products … in the beginning of your quest u will be reading a lot of labels on shelves…and saying darn! but putting it back on the shelf if it does not comply with your higher standards, and after all…. you are a prince or a princess in gods court, you do deserve the best… and wearing or using the skin or meat of a slaughtered animal is not graceful.

now, some of you readers will think… well…isnt this self righteous!!! not everyone can afford that life style… and i would say to you…. it is self sacrificing… that i am willing to lose your readership to stand on the side of the innocent….. and after all is said and done … we cant afford not to invest in our selves… our health….. our futures… our planets…

for what good is it to gain the world….. and there is nothing left in the world accept for death, consumption, greed, fear, anger, it is where we are being led.

for we are the lambs to slaughter…..

think about all those medications….. 90% of this can be avoided by a plant based diet….. diet and diet alone can reverse disease…. medications cannot reverse… only maintain, and control, until, well the liver is so toxic the body dies from that…. much like chemo therapy…. most dont die from disease…. they die from the side effects of the chemo…. something to think about…

why am i a vegetarian/vegan, since i do have a latte and i cannot drink soy…… but i left the cheese behind…. and i cant digest ice cream… so all of that is out the door…

the reasons i am a vegetarian, at first, because i walked by a mc donalds and i almost threw up from the smell….it was just a random day, and i never even thought about being a vegetarian, but this was the catalyst,

then, my friends stopped eating red meat and only poultry and fish, and since i have never liked sea food, this was never easy to give up

soon enough … the poultry … and all other forms of meat were taken out of my diet….. i felt free….. i wasnt a part of the machine any longer… the death machine… the gigantic meat grinder on planet earth….

but then, a deeper awareness came upon me, and a greater sorrow the burden of knowledge, the pain of understanding … just what does go on on this planet…and helpless to stop the borage of cruelty inflicted needlessly on our fellow earthlings our animal kingdom….

we all cried for et…. in spielbergs movie…. and our other earth inhabitants are just as precious …. and we slaughter, and mutilate, and torture, and test, almost ten billion a year….. thats a staggering number to conceive….. just staggering…

all so we can eat more than we should, and wear leather and fur in a world that is heating up exponentially….. most of those fur coats now stay hermetically sealed in some closet…. but if you saw how that fur was attained … i bet u wouldnt wear it…

how would you like to die with a metal probe up ur ass while forced to bite down on a plate that electrocutes u … and it usually takes a couple of rounds…

yeah… so the fur isnt damaged…so it stays soft and supple for you … just for you….. the little innocent animal will take a metal prod up its ass and be killed by it…. just so you can look good when u go out…. looking to be admired… gain sex…. companion ship…..

as u count down your days of inevitable pharmaceutical dependence…… you and your companion….

well far before that, we will have become annoyed of this person and moved on… now we need mind meds….heheheheh

are u feeling the cycle??? are u already in the cycle… taking meds? cuz someone told u u needed them??? when all you needed was some good nutriton
a little dicipline, and self respect, and perhaps to eat more oils such as coconut, almond, walnuts, cashews, some niacin all of these things cure depression

when u dont get enough good nutrition, your brain is starved, the flow is restricted, and we become depressed…. these are facts…. not well published or know…because if we were to educate the population on nutrition….. the whole infrastructure of greed and big business would collapse..

and the powers that be….. cannot have this….. ;) …. and so we as a society…. reluctantly acquiesce to our oppressors….

well i have decided NO!!!

i will not acquiesce…. i will not lay down… face down….. ass up …. getting prod and poke…. for real… this is no joke… im not gonna choke

life is not worth living unless there is something worth dying for…… and soon enough if we allow the planet to be destroyed at its present rate…

life on earth will be even more unbearable…. i urge you to stand up to your truth…. listen to that voice inside… that begs you to a higher life, love, and experience…

we are the masses… and our collective thoughts and actions can change this very planet, and the way we live…give… and share with one another…

i love you, as i love the animal for companionship and pure enjoyment of watching and interacting … and the vegetable kingdom for nourishing me everyday of my life so bountifully

i want to stand with you in this new frontier of non cruelty living…. to live and let live……. respect, honor, cherish…..

no fear, no hate, no war, no greed….none … we can devolve these traits in humanity…..

i know these words do not fall on deaf ears and those who have the hearts to feel my plea will do their due diligence and come to their own life decisions in peace…and prosperity…..

life is powerful, and we are all powerful …. and each and everyone of our actions collectively make this world….

all we need is a little courage to stand up…. stand up for those who cannot speak for themselves, give to those who are in need….
and comfort the ones who are in pain….. however they came to be this way

this is the only way to change…. is that we must first make the change…… within our own…. hearts…. nature….. lifestyle…… our spirits are already perfect, as they are a part of god, and inextricable from the source….

listen to your spirit, your soul, your conscious, what ever you need to call it…. call on it………….. and i promise…. if you in earnest and truth…call on it for the answers….. it will not fail you………………………ever………………..

one love my friends…. may you find joy, and kindness and peace within this day…. and all through out your long life…………….

xoxo

Siri Dyal here are the names of the documentaries : please watch them “Earthlings” “forks over knives”

educate….disseminate….. heal…………..evolve……………….. love

One. :) )))

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the ENORMOUS presence…of ….. absence…

Posted on August 14, 2011 by Siri D

we can find ourselves living our lives through our musings….as opposed to living our lives….

we can get caught in the entanglement of fantasy…instead of creating our own true wonderful unique realities….. for …we are what our thoughts are…

not what others think of us…but what we really think and believe about ourselves…..through this we create our reality….. this is why…. it is always good to filter those around us who would have an opinion of who we truly are…. for we ourselves can only divine this wonderful life…

when we take the opinions of others so strongly about our most sacred life choices, we have to remember and be aware that we are leaving a huge life choice in the hands of someone elses views of life… perceptions and reality…. we are all unique and see from different perspectives… so although u may love u best friend…

they may have a completely different chemical makeup and so they make different choices….why would we let them steer our most precious choices…also…. one has to consider intent….. why would someone have an opinion, good or bad, especially if they know nothing of the being other than material obvious conclusions…which also are never logical for life changing decisions.

we all want something… from someone… or something…. it is what drives the human nature…. be it one ness with god…. or to rule the world….we are all born with a gift of desire…. it brings us here over and over….

its how we go about diving this desire…. or manifesting it…. who we engage with, add to our teams, subtract , etc…so on so forth… are we leaders… inventors…creators…. or are we energy pushers….labors…..do we know our true function…. we are all different, and it takes the leaders to the energy pushers to make this life go around….

to work in harmony and progress towards ones optimum potential and or success make a beautiful life…. keep focused on the things that are good and relevant, and actually matter, and have a great impact on our daily growth potential….

not arguing, or fighting for power, there is no power struggle in reality, we either give it, or we take it from willing givers….any thing else will be called a power struggle and is draining to the life force…. a drain to the ultimate goal…which is success and happiness…. for all involved in what ever endeavor is being undertaken…

i have worked in business with people who would seek to take my energy…. control my dreams…shape my visions…. and the truth is … the pioneer must maintain their dream no matter what someone elses opinion is….and one must forge ahead and become what they are to become…

and of course always have the courage to say no to interacting with those who cannot understand this level of commitment…. this is mando… when on your lifes journey…it is guaranteed we will have to blow up a bridge or two…

especially when we see that the bridge they stand on leads straight down to the bottom of nothing, nowhere….confusion…. and lack of all things good and or light ….

but we also let them go without judgement…. we have seen behind..and ahead, and this decision is made out of logic…. and compassion, it is best for both parties to acknowledge the fundamental differences in the way energy is flowing…

we can always know… when we argue with someone a great deal, this is not someone who should be in the center of our life…. perhaps if we must, they can stay on the peripheral…. but it is damaging to let them near the source or the energy…..

a lot of people would not have the courage to admit this, nor agree, in fact some strive and live in a constant state of stress and argument…

but believe me….. this is not healthy….

there is a world of peace, and poetry … and beauty….. to be lived and for most discovered…. quest this.

my gratitude for this life is over whelming… it is filled with the most wonderful things i experience daily…. it is what i choose to focus on….. where our attention is… is where we are…..

i feel as if i have lived a thousand lives… and they just keep on coming, each one starting as one old world dies…. i learn …. take the good…. and move on…

move on to building my personal utopia….. which is all of our god given right….. happiness… healthiness …wholiness….. it is within each and everyone of us…

but how can we start a journey…when we are constantly looking back, closing off…. knowing it all…. one can simply never know it all …. for there is no ceiling on knowledge or experience…

and i am talking in a linear dimension…dont even get me started in quantum alternate reality…. and how it is scientifically possible to be living many lives simultaneously…. we live the life we focus on….. so focus on the good one… the great one….. the successful one…

and success isnt just money…. its health…. its happiness… peace…. joy…… celebration…… sharing …helping …caring…. making a difference in peoples lives who need it……

when we make life choices…… out of subconscious promptings… say fighting flames….. we must look within to change our chemical balance…..in other words… the brain can prompt our bodies with the good hormones…the happiness ones…. but this is done through work and discipline…. not chemical drugs…

once our blood chemistry is reprogrammed… rebalanced …. it is the state in which we live in …. and it feels good…. no matter …what …who …where …when …or why…. because we are our central location to divinity… and we know…we are the living temple of the divine and holy spirit… what can be more important than that????

i tell u…………nothing…. so we can stop getting distracted with things that dont make us happy…. walk away from it…. love urself….hug urself….

and if we feel the enormous presence of absence…. think about what it is that is absent….. ur happiness….. ur lover……. ur friend……ur health…..money…. what is absent……God???? …… experience……. what ever it is….. if the presence is enormous….

than chances are ….one must make a quest…. to fill ones life with what ever ur absent thing is….—————- you fill in that blank.

how do we get there? where do we start???

well usually …. every journey begins…. with one small step.

now is the time to live in ur courage, ur strength… ur truth…. what ever it is you are facing…. this is your life….

your masterpiece…. your jewel….and its never too late ….ever…..

i love u all…. u rock my world …… see u soon

the band will be announcing dates….very very soon…. as we are up to our old tricks again……. and rocking so way out!!!! :) ))))

Siri Dyal

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illusion will yield mad profit…. for those who wanna rock right now ;)

Posted on August 8, 2011 by Siri D

now, we may or may not believe….but truth is not conditioned to belief…a truth is a truth…whether we believe it or not…. it can change us…on a molecular level…..

right now…. as we have talked about these coming events the fuse was lit some time ago… and still the big explosion has not yet occurred…but it all just a sort of spring cleaning… u know … cleaning out all the clutter…in material, spiritual, energetic terms, to make room for the awesome golden platinum age which is dawning and as a matter of a fact the dawn is broken, and the new sun quickly rises, and in the moment the new sun hits the old patterns, frequencies, formed materially or physically, it burns it… scorches it, and it goes back to carbon, and recycles itself….with the nitrogen…. heheh.

so nothing is wasted, and so much is gained…. so what will you do with this current state of affairs, panic? this is the media’s goal to control… the masses…. so they can buy up all the stocks….. the media is controlled by the wealthiest people among us… so as the lay man sells the everyday man sells, the market falls lower and lower…this has all been planned….

so now, if you have ears to hear, and u trust ur own heart….do like the rich folk gonna do within the next 48 hours…. and buy buy…..buy :) )))

then flip it and flip it and flip it…. till the 27th….as many times as u can legally……. and u will surely come out on top… because we are just to hit another lucky potent plateau…

those who live in fear lack and control… in any area…..be it mentally spiritual or financial…. will be on the other end of that…because everything must exist in polarity to be manifest on the planet or in the solar system itself.

so now, the burning question is….. whatchu got Man??? Woman!!!…… all things have their time to test their courage and faith…and spiritual fortitude….

now is as good a time as any….

well… i am gonna take my own advice….what stocks am i going to purchase???? hmmmmm…… in this bearish market there are so many great options…. and i am so young in this field….. but i do have friends who are really good at this …and they say this is an amazingly lucky time for all who take advantage of the prices of blue chip… and even newer futuristic investment options…

even if you only have fifty to spare… say u would have blown it any way on something that is most likely a depreciating thing of value….

we can restore our own country … and beat the one behind the curtain pulling the string…… at the same time… hehehehe…

these are my thoughts right now..America is like Vegas right now…. a huge game of opportunity and chance…

and we all know a certain percent win…..and a certain percent……………dont…..

i feel really lucky right now…. i bet you feel lucky too :)

stop…. observe the eb and flow of things and soon …. it wont be unintelligible to you…. u wont be getting constantly spun, by invisible malevolent forces…

when u can see the pattern… you can change it.

we have history to make us wise, we have seen this and worse in the world in recent record able history.. and not only will we learn from this time in history..as it is so amazing…but we will learn how better to drive ourselves…learn our triggers…. and move past our fears…

knowing its all so good… every day in every way…focus on that …all the goodness u have… and you are surrounded by…..recognize it…

soon it will be the thing that multiplies and you see and experience more and more of……………

and even if u dont wanna buy stocks… just give urself the gift of happiness…. knowing… so much goodness and gracefullness is soon to rain upon u….

see it……..feel it….. it really really is

like the buddah…. we sit beneath the bodhi tree and maya is before us… wielding powerful illusion, of lack, complete chaos, and fear with its ugly head rears…

liken this to the projected new u hear crammed down ur throat everyday…but now… u see it…. and u see how ridiculous it is….how dramatic its all become…

liken it…. to the first run on banks the bank of the united states…. when a newspaper vendor read the banks did not have enough cash….. so he went to his local branch of bank of the united states… in the 30′s sometime i believe…and asked to withdraw all his cash… the clerk panicked..and refused, and when the manager was asked for …. he gave him all his money…. but the vendor told everyone of the initial refusal..which sent the masses to panic…. and so forth and so on….which resulted in the stock market crash where people jumped out of window….

and month later….. all the stocks went back up and higher….

we have to wonder…..do they wind us up…. just to watch and see what happens…. and pat each other on the backs when they have just robbed us of billions????

well… this time …remember that u have seen this historically before…and remember how it came out…… i dont know bout you…

but i see yachts on the ocean having summer parties and celebrating life to its fullest…. where is ur attention???

your energy flows….where ur attention goes….

redirect ur thought and focus… this is a buyers market… in every way all damn day!!!!! hey hey hey :) ))))

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